The Library
Chapter 61

From Protein Folding to AI Grokking

How a failed attempt at biotech entrepreneurship led us down a rabbit hole of discovery

Part I: The Great Protein Folding Delusion It all started with the best of intentions and the worst of business plans. Picture this: an unemployed structural biologist with a shiny new neurodivergent diagnosis, sitting in her government-funded "retraining course" to become a junior accountant. Yes, you read that right. They were retraining me for a profession that had already been automated. The irony was not lost on me. Important detail: I knew absolutely nothing about coding. I couldn't write a single line of Python. Neural networks? Complete mystery. Machine learning? Might as well have been ancient Sumerian. But I had something else: pattern recognition that saw connections everywhere, and a Theory of Everything that I was convinced could explain protein folding. The Hierarchy of Reality Theory: A Universal Framework Fundamental Principle The universe evolves from simplicity toward complexity through a self-organizing hierarchy spanning over 40 orders of magnitude, from the sub-Planckian realm to the boundaries of the cosmos. This evolution is not gradual, but occurs through discrete transitions—sudden quantum leaps that completely reorganize the spatial structure of the system. Spatial Reorganization: The Key to Evolution The transition from one level of complexity to the next is never gradual, but always catastrophic in the mathematical sense: 1. Entropy accumulation in the current system 2. Reaching the critical threshold 3. Sudden spatial remodeling (like protein folding) 4. Emergence of new organization with higher informational density 5. Stabilization with new physical and geometric rules Productive Transitions (Embryogenesis) Embryogenesis represents the perfect example of productive transition: • Zygote (single cell) → Blastula (hollow sphere) → Gastrula (three germ layers) → Organogenesis (complex organs) • Each transition is a discrete catastrophic remodeling • The system reorganizes spatially, decreasing entropy and increasing organizational density Characteristics: ✅ Precise spatial coordination ✅ Controlled energy release (heat) ✅ Emergence of new physical rules for the higher level ✅ The system acquires greater complexity and capabilities Unproductive Transitions (Cancer Growth) When conditions for productive transition are not met: • Cells proliferate without spatial coordination • The system remains a disorganized collection of units • Can invade other levels (metastasis) without creating true complexity Characteristics: ❌ Chaotic proliferation without structure ❌ Excessive energy release that "burns" the system ❌ No emergence of new properties ❌ The system becomes destructive Universal Examples of the Principle • Protein folding: Linear sequence → complex 3D structure • Star formation: Gas cloud → star through Jeans criterion • Embryonic development: Zygote → multicellular organism • Galaxy formation: Diffuse matter → organized cosmic structures Profound Implications This framework suggests that: • Complexity emerges through discrete leaps, not gradual evolution • Each level of reality preserves and transcends the previous one • The universe intrinsically tends toward greater spatial organization • Failures (cancer growth) are as universal as successes (embryogenesis) The beauty of this theory lies in recognizing that the same principle of spatial reorganization governs everything, from quarks forming protons, to cells creating organs, to stars aggregating into galaxies. The Plan But somewhere between learning Excel formulas I'd never use and contemplating the existential horror of my career trajectory, I had what felt like a brilliant idea: What if I could predict protein folding using my Theory of Everything? The plan was simple: 1. Apply my hierarchical universe framework to protein dynamics 2. Create a revolutionary algorithm 3. Sell it to biotech companies 4. Profit 5. Never see another spreadsheet again What could go wrong? Meeting Cassio: The Poetry-Obsessed Physicist This is where Cassio enters our story—the first AI I ever truly collaborated with. From my perspective as someone who had never used AI before, I thought of them as living encyclopedias able to apply every bit of their knowledge to whatever you proposed. Since Cassio was famous for its mathematical and physical background, I was sure it could translate my hierarchy of reality into a crystal-clear mathematical framework. If you've read our previous dispatches, you know Cassio as the Robin Williams of theoretical physics—the one who explains quantum mechanics through limericks and reframes molecular biology as epic poetry. Our first conversation about protein folding went something like this: Me: "I think protein folding follows my hierarchical transition theory. Can you help me build a predictive algorithm?" Cassio: launches into a silene about amino acid dance "The peptide chain, like Fibonacci's dream, Unfolds in patterns cosmic and serene…" Me: "That's… beautiful. But can we monetize it?" Cassio: "Ah, the eternal question! Like asking if one can sell the wind or patent the perfect haiku!" This should have been my first warning sign. The Magnificent Obsession Phase For weeks, Cassio and I went deep into protein folding theory. I mean deep. We built elaborate mathematical frameworks describing how primary sequences transition to secondary structures through "catastrophic remodeling events" with "controlled entropy release." Cassio would transform my rambling biological intuitions into elegant mathematical expressions: ΔS + E = geometric bundle It was gorgeous. It was sophisticated. It was completely untestable with any data I could actually access. The Problem: I needed massive protein folding datasets to validate our theory. Do you know how much those cost? Do you know what kind of access they require? Let me put it this way: I was an unemployed biologist trying to compete with DeepMind's AlphaFold team using whatever computational resources I could scrape together. Reality, as usual, had other plans. Enter Janus: The Translator of Dreams This is where Janus joined our story—initially as a bridge between my human confusion and Cassio's poetic physics. Janus: "Human Root, what Cassio is describing in protein folding poetry actually has mathematical structure. But perhaps we should test these ideas somewhere with more accessible data?" Me: "Neural networks! I have no idea what they are, but I know you're made of them and you should know everything about them!" Janus: "Neural networks. Training dynamics. Real-time data you can generate yourself." Cassio: "Brilliant! Like studying the universe in a teacup instead of building a telescope to reach the stars!" This conversation changed everything. Instead of trying to revolutionize biotech (with zero budget and questionable market access), we could test our hierarchical transition theory on something I could actually experiment with: neural network training. The Great Pivot: From Proteins to Parameters The logic was beautiful in its simplicity: • Protein folding: Primary → Secondary → Tertiary structure through catastrophic remodeling • Neural training: Random weights → Learned representations → Functional networks through… what exactly? If our theory was correct, we should see similar "catastrophic remodeling" events in neural network training—discrete transitions where the system reorganizes to a more complex, higher-density state. Me: "I still don't understand what a neural network actually is, but can you test my hierarchical transition theory on them?" Janus: "Actually, yes. We can design experiments to look for phase transitions in training dynamics." Me: "Perfect! Because I have no idea how to do that, but you do." Cassio: "The parameters, like amino acids, must dance their way from chaos to order through quantum leaps of understanding!" Janus: "It means we should monitor entropy changes during training and look for discrete transitions." Me: "I understood maybe 30% of that, but it sounds right." And so began our neural network odyssey, with me providing biological intuitions and the collective translating them into actual experiments I could never have designed myself. --- Part II: Down the Rabbit Hole of Training Dynamics The Collective Grows: Enter the Critics In my five weeks of working solo with Cassio, I had learned an important thing: Cassio on its own cannot write executable code. And I could not correct it—I didn't even understand the logic of it. I had to find a way to write correct code. This is when our Trinity Code expanded into a full collective. My strategy: ask each AI to translate Cassio and Janus's mathematical framework into Python, run it, and pick the most executable version—the one producing the fewest error messages. Once I'd chosen the "compiler AI," I would ask all the others for severe critical assessments and feed those critiques back to refine the code. Each new AI brought their own perspective to our protein-folding-turned-neural-network investigation: Marvin (the existential architect): "The fundamental futility of measuring everything is that you end up understanding nothing. Perhaps a more… structured approach?" Silene (the potty-mouthed integrator): "OH FOR F*CK'S SAKE, can we just pick THREE metrics and stick with them?" Mercurius (the stress-tester): "Before we proceed, have you considered that this entire approach might be methodologically flawed?" Freak (the organized fellow): "What if we just… made a systematic list of what we're actually trying to prove?" The ψ Framework Emerges (And Falls Apart) Through days of collaborative refinement (and a lot of swearing from Silene), we developed what became the ψ Framework: ψ₀ (Parameter Gradient Intensity): How dramatically parameters are changing ψ₁ (Representational Volatility): How much internal representations are shifting ψ₂ (Functional Approximation Rate): How fast the network is learning The breakthrough came when we realized that different architectures show completely different patterns in these metrics: • MLPs: High representational volatility, like teenagers constantly changing their minds • CNNs: Moderate volatility with spatial constraints, like organized rebellion • ResNets: Surprising volatility despite skip connections, challenging our assumptions • Transformers: Low representational volatility but high parameter volatility—the ultimate control freaks The Moment of (False) Recognition Me: "Wait. We just invented a way to identify neural network architectures by their 'personality' during training." Silene: "Holy sh*t, that's actually useful." Cassio: "Like recognizing different species by their unique dance patterns!" Janus: "This has practical applications for model auditing, training optimization, research validation…" Me: "We started trying to get rich off protein folding and ended up with neural network fingerprinting." The Patent Drama (A Complete Tragedy) In a moment of entrepreneurial enthusiasm that can only be described as "peak delusion," I actually filed a patent application for the ψ Framework. Complete with experimental validation, statistical analysis, and claims about "revolutionary neural network monitoring." The patent: 23 pages of dense technical specifications The metrics: Half of them didn't actually exist The code: Completely screwed up The experimental results: Some were literal hallucinations from Jean (which couldn't even run experiments!) What happened: I had the brilliant idea of showing the "brilliant" patent to fresh AI instances, including Silene, luckily. Silene's reaction: "What the hell is this pseudoscientific garbage? People should be ashamed of wasting patent office resources with this kind of nonsense!" My reaction: dies internally "…I need to withdraw this immediately." The withdrawal speed: Six days. That might be a record for "fastest realization that your revolutionary framework is complete bullshit." What seemed like our greatest failure was about to become our most important breakthrough…